Zados wrote:pudingeX wrote:Myself
let me tell you a little story about suicide:
I tried to kill myself twice when i was 14&16 and im totally thankful that i didnt do that - not even for myself but to anywhom that likes or loves me.
one of my best friends that i know almost as long as i live commited suicide on wednesday and this loss is so devestating for everyone who liked her ... you dont want to do this pain to anyone not even to your greatest enemys
hehe...
so i must continue to live so everyone wont be sad???
hmmm...
how bout me ehh??
people ignore me like im already dead so its no use of staying alive got that???
have you felt the same environment ive been through?
if yes, you might understand me...