Angel's Thread

[The Dice Man]

Cu Angel

[Awesome Creep]

Bye, Angel. I hope your life gets better from here.

[Percyception]

Goodbye, Mistress. I wish you the best of luck in your journeys.

[Dr Frook]

This is officially the last post I will be making to this thread... and to this site actually.
Even though Alan frustrates the heck out of me sometimes because he keeps snubbing me when we have plans, because his dang parents keep having him do crap for them and so instead of telling them "no, I have plans" he just drops me every dang time.. (I'm trying so hard not to swear right now because it makes me so angry). But even though he makes me feel like I'm not important a lot... He's still the most important thing in my life...Maybe that sounds pathetic to you guys...but I love him...And I can't lose him...not again...
Any-dang-way!
There was another intervention with my parents the other day and they made the point that because I've been spending so much time online, I haven't been preparing to be out on my own and that Alan probably doesn't want to get married not only because he isn't personally ready, but because he doesn't like that I am online so much... Honestly I don't really know what to think, all I know is that I have to make the people in my reality happy with my decisions and with how I choose to live my life...I know most if not all of you will probably say it's stupid to try to live up to everyone else's expectation just to make them happy and that "if they can't accept you for who you are and what you like then you don't need them." But seriously you guys...As much as it pains me to leave you guys (and I know this isn't the first time...it's probably like the 3rd or 4th time I've done this) it has to be done...
You guys don't know how it feels to have family and friends constantly on your back about not acting like an adult, and maybe you do get that, but you just choose to shrug it off... the thing is... I can't do that... It has a lot to do with my religion and my "Eternal Happiness" and I can't explain that to you guys because you probably wouldn't understand and it's not really something you can explain...it's something you have to feel... it's personal...
So yeah...This is goodbye. If I do come on, it's because I'm a weakling who can't handle her real life...But I'm going to try extremely hard to not mess things up this time...
I really appreciate how most of you took me in and accepted me... even though all of us here are online for a lot of the same reasons. To escape reality, to talk to people who will actually accept us...whatever... It's always been hard for me to find friends in real life because I've never fit in anywhere...I've always been the odd one out, the one that the rest of the group never invited to things outside of school, the one that got teased...I came here because people didn't do that to me...I was accepted...I gave up on making friends in the real world, and apparently that's not ok??? But who wants to be rejected by everyone and made fun of...only kept around because they make the others in the group look "better" or "cooler" . . .
Um...so yeah...anyway...
I love you guys, don't forget that.
And for those of you who are angry/upset about this post, I am truly sorry...
XOXO this is Angel...signing out...for the last time... *hesitant thud, followed by the closing of the tab*

I know it's sideways, but I don't care...

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

[Angel]

Update for those of you who care

You all remember Alan, of course you do, because he was all I ever talked about forever...
Well let me just inform you of what has been going on recently...
I'll sum it up for you...
I haven't seen him in almost 2 months because he's always too busy, but then I find out that he had time to go on a date with a co-worker. So he didn't have time for me, his "best friend" but he had time for a date with a co-worker. I finally asked him to be straight with me a couple nights ago and tell me what was going on, and he pretty much told me that he was too scared to say anything because no one wanted to hear it, but that he doesn't think I'm the one for him anymore, but he doesn't want to lose me either.
So basically! He doesn't want me, but he doesn't want to lose me either. Yeah, I know, stupid.
So I told him that I was going to give him his space and that I didn't want to hear from him again until he figured things out, because it's not fair to keep me holding on to someone who no longer cares about me.
So we'll see if I ever hear from him again...and if I do, by the time he has "figured things out" it will be too late, and it will serve him right.
So there you have it, there's the update on my life. Also, I have no friends because all I ever thought about was Alan for the past 6 years, so that's great...now I have to go out and make friends.
If you think I'm over reacting, then you have absolutely NO idea what has been going on and you should keep your opinions to yourself, because if you comment and say something stupid about how I'm being overly dramatic or over reacting or even try to side with Alan, you're going to get yelled at.
This was just an update to let the people who care know whats been going on for me.

[Dr Frook]

Update for those of you who care

You all remember Alan, of course you do, because he was all I ever talked about forever...
Well let me just inform you of what has been going on recently...
I'll sum it up for you...
I haven't seen him in almost 2 months because he's always too busy, but then I find out that he had time to go on a date with a co-worker. So he didn't have time for me, his "best friend" but he had time for a date with a co-worker. I finally asked him to be straight with me a couple nights ago and tell me what was going on, and he pretty much told me that he was too scared to say anything because no one wanted to hear it, but that he doesn't think I'm the one for him anymore, but he doesn't want to lose me either.
So basically! He doesn't want me, but he doesn't want to lose me either. Yeah, I know, stupid.
So I told him that I was going to give him his space and that I didn't want to hear from him again until he figured things out, because it's not fair to keep me holding on to someone who no longer cares about me.
So we'll see if I ever hear from him again...and if I do, by the time he has "figured things out" it will be too late, and it will serve him right.
So there you have it, there's the update on my life. Also, I have no friends because all I ever thought about was Alan for the past 6 years, so that's great...now I have to go out and make friends.
If you think I'm over reacting, then you have absolutely NO idea what has been going on and you should keep your opinions to yourself, because if you comment and say something stupid about how I'm being overly dramatic or over reacting or even try to side with Alan, you're going to get yelled at.
This was just an update to let the people who care know whats been going on for me.

sounds to me this Alan dude was simply using you. Ur not being over dramatic, and I think u need to move on with ur life and not be held back by someone who doesnt want to be with you, yet doesnt let you go. Move on and find someone who appreciates you and doesnt date someone else while he is meant to be with you.

[Angel]

Alright you guys, I got a new baby last night!
Ready to meet her!?

First car ever buying myself! It is 100% mine and already paid off because I do things out of pocket and HATE loans!!!

[TheKingsHills]

Now angie's ready to go on a cross country road trip. Come by Cincy angie! We can hang out :3

[Angel]

Oh wow, hello thread I have managed to neglect for over a month.
Dude! I've only had my car for a month?! It feels like so much longer lol
Um so... I'll have an update next week on whats going on, I don't want to say anything till I know everything is ok.
Till then... Have some Chris Hemsworth!!!




Oh my gosh he is so hot!


LOL Jimmy Fallon


This makes me giggle.


HAHAHAHA he's so silly.


omg Chris stop xD You're too adorable.


Damn, it got me.




That face though.

[Munter]

Well this all sounds very messy, doesn't it?

If it were me I would walk away from the whole situation thinking it was best for both of us. But that's just me.