Angel wrote:I want to apologize for my negative mood the past couple of weeks.
I know no one's lives are perfect and we all have our problems, and that's no reason to be a "Debby Downer" as someone pointed out to me the other night...
I wont even get into why I've been in such a low mood because let's be honest here, no one cares about my problems, they all have their own to deal with and I get that. I can't blame anyone for that...
There are only like 2 or 3 people who will actually read this message anyway since that's probably the amount of Fwgers who still somewhat like me.
I was a lot happier 3 years ago...And now nothing that made me so happy 3 years ago even matters anymore.
Do you ever lay in bed at night and can't sleep, and you start thinking about where you thought you were going to go in life and how things are nothing like how you thought they were going to be, and you're just like, "Wow...How did you manage to screw things up this bad?" But then you think, "But it wasn't even my fault! Was it?" <--- my life for the past 2 years now.
Anyway...
Sorry I'm not as "cool" as I used to be.
non!!!1 nononon mon amie!!!! mon bonne amie.... just because you feel like no one cares about your problems doesn't mean that they're not important!!
find new things that make you happy??? pick up a new hobby. look around on pinterest for something you'd like to make and visit a local craftstore. keeping yourself busy with things to do will help you focus less on the bad things and you might even find joy in making things.
and don't be all "you can't teach an old dog new tricks" because you're not old!! life does not end after 20!! you are still young and can do so many things you can set your mind to.
not everything goes to plan. set little goals for yourself to reach instead of large goals for your future. for me, i plan to go to pcc and major in music. that's just a little goal to reach, instead of "i want to be a pop star!" or something along those lines.
you're still rad, angie. don't worry about it.
that was dramatic. still ready 2 die tho!