woofwoof wrote:Redo of picture of Buck
Just an update.
The past couple of weeks Buck was having problems. He's had seizures all his life, and apparently he had one large one that possibly knocked out some of his senses (left eye/ear blind/deaf). He didn't want to eat anymore, and he started wandering, acting like he didn't really know what was going on. We thought maybe he'd get better.
The day before yesterday I came home, took him outside, and he was letting me pet him when he went into a seizure. When he came out of it, he was still shaky and disoriented. Then he went into another. He ended up having four before they quit.
We knew what was coming.
Yesterday, it happened again, but this time he lost control of his bowels/bladder. And
Shit I can't write this
My dad said it was time
So we took him and had him put down
And I paid for it
I had to say goodbye to my baby boy
I watched
I feel like it was too quick
I'm sorry, this is too much. Basically I won't be on for a while. I've always struggled, but Buck has always been there for me when I was struggling. Now I don't have my boy.
I'm sorry. I'm sorry. Be good.