WHERE DO YOU LIKE TO CRY

[Foopzheart]

THE FEW TIMES THAT I HAVE CRIED THIS YEAR HAVE BEEN THE FOLLOWING:

1. IN MY BED HOLDING ANYTHING I COULD CLOSE WISHING AND HOPING THAT THINGS WOULD BE OKAY WHEN I WOKE UP

2. FACE DOWN ON THE FLOOR OF MY BEDROOM WITH MUSIC SOFTLY PLAYING IN THE BACKGROUND BUT NOT RELAXING MUSIC SAD MUSIC THAT MADE THE CRYING WORSE

3. ANOTHER TIME IN BED BUT NOT REALLY LIKE LAYING DOWN MORE JUST MY FACE BURIED IN MY BLANKETS SOBBING. ALSO I KIND OF LAUGHED TOO. LIKE IT WAS ALTERNATING IT WAS PRETTY WEIRD

4. STANDING IN AN EMPTY FIELD AND BREAKING DOWN AFTER SCREAMING AND ANGRILY RANTING ABOUT EVERYTHING THAT HAD GONE WRONG FOR TWO HOURS AT THREE IN THE MORNING WITH THE COLD BITING AT THE TIPS OF MY FINGERS AND FINDING ITS WAY INTO THE THREADS OF MY CLOTHING AND THE OUTER LAYERS OF MY SKIN AND MAKING ME FEEL LIKE I WAS DEAD OR DYING, LIKE MY BLOOD VESSELS WERE BEGINNING TO FREEZE OVER AND CLOSE UP AND CHOKE ME BUT IT WASN'T COLD ENOUGH FOR THAT. IT WAS JUST A SENSATION. PAINFUL, UNFAMILIAR, BUT STRANGELY WELCOME AS THE TEARS DRIED ON MY FACE IN THE CO LD WIND

I WOULD SAY THAT OUT OF THE FOUR I PREFERRED THE FOURTH BECAUSE NOT ONLY WAS IT A PROPER VENTING SESSION BUT IT WAS SURPRISINGLY COMFORTABLE TO BE OUT IN THE OPEN BUT NOT AT RISK OF BEING HEARD AND THE EMPTINESS OF MY SURROUNDINGS AND COLD OF THE NIGHT WERE, DARE I SAY, AESTHETIC

[BIG EYES]

Anywhere, everywhere, anytime, but never in front of others because showing sadness is weakness >:|

[Boxorino]

anywhere i please tbh. but i like crying into someone's chest.

[alone555]

At night under my blanket T-T